boy with a coin.

i'm feeling pretty down. i really have no desire to go to work. i know i say that a lot, but i really don't want to today...

i sometimes wonder how long it'd take for the bank to freeze my assests if i just stopped going to work altogether, and the mortgage wasn't being funded...

came home last night, so tired, and numb, and by numb, i mean, just quietly depressed.

my head hung low for the remainder of the afternoon and evening. although i was lucky enough to just pass out around five something, and not wake up until four this morning.

i got up, fixed a glass of diet coke, chewed on a piece of jerky, and played, "fable," for the next two and half hours...

i can at least look forward to seeing the season premier of, "smallville," and finding out what happens with bizarro from last season, and of course, the introduction to kara, ala supergirl...

and, the main course, the season premier of my favorite show... "the office."

i also should be getting season two of, "upright citizens brigade," in the mail soon... how it slipped by me last week was beyond measures, but when i realized it had been released, i found it used on amazon for fourteen bucks and nabbed it, along with a sweet ebay win... all four penny arcade collections for ten bucks... score.

the 19th of october, i will be traveling to halloween horror nights with mr. jason womack, along with melissa and company... i do look forward to that.

and now... i have to go to work. pray i don't kill myself.